Honesty with Myself

i made myself realize you can never find the right person if you can never let go of the wrong person. some women are in love with being in love. but at the same time, the moment you feel like letting go you remember why you held on for so long. sometimes you have to forget what you want and remember what you deserve. its scary that someone can walk out of my life as quickly as they walked in it. i thought my life would end when adrien walked out of my life but it didnt .. clearly. it made me stronger. just as my pastor says: this too shall pass. my pastor tells all his girls that if our boy friends cant come to church with us, then he cant be our boyfriend lol (ily Pastor Jones). but thats true. a woman's heart should be so far hidden in Christ that a man must seek him first to find her. andddd on that note, a boyfriend isnt the only male you should become close to.