past. Present. FUTURE.

i couldn’t ever change even if i wanted to. despite the trials and tribulations i have faced, i have always been exuberant. i love my life and family even if they do seem ignorant at the time. my depiction of love has seemed to crush every hope and dream that i could ever imagine of it. soo i dont look for it. i look for friendship and happiness. as far as friends go, i dont trust them. but i love them. because even if they are putting up a front, at least they have my back when i need them. i cant wait for the Lord to bless me. He tells me that i have to want it for myself and with hardwork and perseverance (and a blessing), i can achieve anything. in the past, i was insecure. in the Present, i got stronger and wiser. in the FUTURE, i will be astounding, marvelous, cultivated, ME.

When Im Gone ..

well a new site has caught my attention, thats why i have parted from my beloved blog. you can find my on TUMBLR.
http://mytruthsekai.tumblr.com/
yeaaa but i have a NEW friend, i enjoy his conversation. not gonna name any names, bitches are nosey. but for the record i dont want to get serious with anyone, relationships need too much attention. and im not willing to sacrifice my "ME" time for some "WE" time just yet. butttt yea just checking in. love ya, miss me a little when im gone.